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I'M USING CODENAMES FOR THE PEOPLE INVOLVED IN HERE. PARA WALA SABIT. if you read this and you're part, you'll recognize the story. But then again, none of the people involved will. I will have no face to show.. Buti nlng this is only for the next two weeks. hahaha

hmmm.. I'm in the province for christmas vacation and I don't know what to do actually. Not really making many plans.. just going day by day.

last night, I was having part 2 of my dinner at around 10 in the evening with Ate S and Kuya J, when suddenly, someone (let's name him RINO for rinosaurus -- hehehe), texted me where I was and that we should go out.. hmm, how did he know I was here again? Oh i know, CANDY (another codename) texted through his phone and so he finally knew that I'm around town. I replied that I was at the house and they wanted me to go out of the house coz there outside. I did. Silly of me really. went to Rizal for tambay.. They let me meet their friends.. sori, I'm too bad with names, I'll probably forget the others.. sori again. anyway, super awkward coz RINO went behind me and tugged my arms! I asked what that was about and he suddenly jerked away! He thought I was THING (another codename)! He was doing the same thing with her before he did it to me! Super kahiya! Everyone with us saw what happened and of course, they know of OUR past.. hay! super silly. that was the closest (physically) that we've been for the longest time since "us". Shux, so highschool! I didn't want him to be thinking about it so much kasi nga, super awkward na to begin with.

At the back of my mind, I was thinking of whether I'll be seeing CHICKEN or not. The other half of my mind was honestly thinking about what happened earlier that evening with RINO. bad of me. CHICKEN arrived and joined our group! OH NO! I've never been on the same place with the two of them together and talking with the two of them at the same time. So annoying! Oh well anyway, later on, CHICKEN was acting as if nothing really bad happened before! Palangga pa jud kuno ko niya and gidugangan pa sa iya mga barkada.. really nice people but then again, lisod na.. Let's see in the days to come..

Sige xa duol, ug sandig sandig sa ako luyo! hikap sa kamot, tig-holding hands pa! amay! ako ra gipasagdan gamay kay murag naka-inom na to.. coz if he didn't drink, he'd be jerking away from me just the same way as before. ang takot niya sakin, mas matindi pa sa takot niya sa police na pwede manghuli! :) pero anyway.. it was weird. I was allowing him those moments that we were together.. he kept on pulling my hair and smelling it.. kissing my head and the side of my ear. ano ba yan! I shouldn't be doing this! Not with CHICKEN! let's see. Haven't seen him today.. He might be ashamed of himself of something but that is absolutely fine with me. couldn't face him anyway. hahahaha.

I should be going to BY tonight.. Maybe I shouldn't nlng muna tonight.. Kasi sila ulit ang kasama eh.. delikado! I'll sleep this through and we'll see again tom :)

TILL THEN, my stories in neg. will be written here in the next few days.