Friday, November 24, 2006
i went to school knowing that i look good. i put on make-up to cover the hurting face. i was not able to study, again, but now, i just didn't want to, i feel so down to even worry about studying. could you be thinking about me too? i miss those days wherein i didn't worry about boys cause you were always there. i wish it could be always and forever but forever is a tough one. Now, there's no more forever. Jenn saw me a while ago. she complimented my make-up but she said i couldn't carry it since i have very sad eyes. i can't do anything about that now right? i really am sad naman talaga eh. i couldn't hide it. well, i used to, but now i just can't. it's bursting out of me. i never thought it would end just like that. we were never in a relationship but there was something more than just a fling. i couldn't accept his reasons, it's just unacceptable. it has to be more than just a feeling that it wouldn't work out, i know something's bothering you but why can't you tell me? these sad eyes won't go away. for as long as i feel hurt, it will continue being sad..