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STEPH MADAMBA Saturday, October 14, 2006
.feeling doublful.
hmm, ano iniisip niyo ha? haha.. yes i feel doubtful, but not about the "love" issue! haha.. it's hard to admit but im doubting myself these days. doubting my acts. parang patamad ako ng patamad. not in all aspects and not all the time naman pero still, i feel it at times. i know in myself that i shouldn't be feeling it at all but i guess, it's very evident that even i, myself can see. others tend to neglect or not notice but i do. if i compare myself to how iv done and managed things in the past from now, oh man i suck! sobra! i used to be so level-headed. my mind always win in the game but now, parang sobrang lax. and i hate it! grabe. what happened? tell me friends.. what do i need? who do i need? questions i intend to answer real real soon! hay.
spent this day so boring but worthwhile?? ibang topic to ah.. haha.. sabi ko na kc, sabog tlga ako! nyway, its a saturday but i hav skul for orient2. i found it a little annoying but then again, since i went, everything can still some up to being worthwhile. why? attendance and grade! haha.. two saturdays lang to eh kaya dapat. the facilitator kc sobrang parang trying hard to be so fun and hip pero parang pilit. feeling ko, nerd un nung college! cum laude eh! haha.. pero kahit ganon, we still made fun inspite of him! activities (some) were ok naman.. meron nga kanina isang game, ur in this group and then one of u sits in front, the facilitator sticks something in ur forehead and you have to guess that in a minute. how? by asking questions to the group that are only answerable by yes, no, or pwede.. kainis! eto na, ako ung tinawag sa second round! 'blackboard' ung word, di ko pa nahulaan! hahaha.. grbe.. so bitter! so pressured na tlga if your the one in front and the rest of them relying on you.. pano na kaya when skul is over and it's time to go out to the world? hay.. cge bye na muna.. nakakadown tong mga songs sa pc ko.. haha.. hmm. miss him.