Stephie.

Monday, October 30, 2006

oct. 27 - hell week is finally done! today is the last day for midterms, and im glad im still alive after all those things and hardships iv had! speaking of whick, ipoleco and philfor! ayoko na! magdodoctor nlng ako!!!!!! life would be a little bit different i guess. then again maybe not! haha.. nung wednesday, after midterms in accounting ng mga 1030am, sbi ko uwi nko to be able to study ipoleco and all, nagmakaawa pa skin si eunice pra lng magstay for her.. help her study daw, xmpre i said no.. i needed to study na tlga.. went home and watdafuck! nakatulog ako till 430 in the afternoon! la rin kwenta.. dpat pla nagstay nlng sa skul! haha.. this wat eunice's calls karma baby!!! thurs- studied philfor.. i think! i know i did pro bat ganon? pagdating nung test, ala na! prang wlang aral na nangyari!!! hate it! abangan nlng sa mga susunod na blog ang grades during hell midterms!

oct.28 - sarap magpahinga after hell week! hahhaha... slept till 12 noon goodness gracious! made laro baby vasco.. ang cute tlga ng pamangkin ko! love him so much! tpos went to hospital pra magpalaboratory.. pagdating sa bahay si tito nagising na after his fave siesta (kaya nananaba!) haha.. and gusto na niya umalis to go to metrowalk.. fine! wala parin akong ligo ah! 4 in the afternoon na ata! nagbihis lng.. went to metrowalk, at aba! si tito dear, ang bait! nadali siya that day cause i bought the complete seasons of one tree hill, grey's anatomy and gilmore girls! hahaha.. thanks tito! love you so much my dad and tito in one.. wat will my life be without your existence.. i miss auntie tuloy during these moments..hay! pagdating sa house, diretso sa banyo bago pa may maisip na puntahan ulit, ligo na rin..

oct.29 - went to buy grocery in makro.. after, went to sm with ate, kuya jerry and baby vasco.. on the way, holy kettle corn and big chill! love it! bsta sila ate ang ksma.. hehehe... pag uwi, i cooked sisig and bonding na naman kmi ni tito during dinner.. around 9 in the evening, si yaya, may dala ng foam sa room ko! tito wants to sleep in my room!!!! may bago akong roommate guys! haha.. nagkaroon xa ng bulinggit eh.. notorious ata ung room niya eh.. so last night was a first... eh i was watching pa nmn one tree hill and magaaral pako, around 10 wla na, lights off na.. no more one tree hill, no more reading for busorga exam.. nice tlga.. haha.. love you to!!!

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

ok guys, halloween has finally come! happy halloween! hehee.. trick or treat na ba??? candy galore na dpat.. hehehe.. magingat na sa mga taong nakakausap since baka mamaya, multo na pala o kung ano na yan.. we cant tell really since it's halloween! pray hard! hahaha.. so far, la pa naman eh.. pero for the lasallians like me, good luck! no vacation, school parin.. ano ba nman to? lahat bakasyon, tayo nasa skul prin.. nov.1 lng no class.. good luck sa mga results ng midterms.. the hell to midterms... fail na naman kaya to?? hehe.. i dont think so! haha.. sana... nyways, happy halloween friends!

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

From your walk to your style
From your lips to your smile
Got me feelin like a child
And baby I just want it all for me
Baby tell me that it's all for me
From your kiss to your touch
Got me needin it so much
Boy I got a crush
And with you is where I wanna be
So please tell me that its all for me

*I love it I dont want it to stop
Every minute I'm without you always seems like a lot
Feels like I'm in a dream when I'm not everytime I get close to you
Please don't wake me baby cause
I really hate seein you go
But you gotta handle business, yeah baby I know
?? when you walked out the door
Please take me away with you

From the look in your eye
You want me as bad as i want you in my life
Baby lovin you feels like a dream
And your lovin has become a need
Every time that you go
I get a pain in my heart, and that lets me know
I just gotta have you all for me
Baby tell me that it's all for me **

A love like yours is hard to find
Can i be yours will you be mine
I think its time
Please take me away with you
Cause you bring out the best in me
The greatest love I've ever seen
Is what I need please take me away with you **

just take me away please??

just love this song by stacie orrico. this isnt out yet.. dont you just feel sometimes that you want to break free from all stress and problems? at times, i also want to go away... in this song, prang imagination lng.. xmpre i wouldn't go with another naman noh! im not that nuts yet! hahaha.. in my dreams, yes i want to.. pro hirap eh... all for my thoughts..

Sunday, October 22, 2006

sunday is usually rest time for me but then i have to study. but guess what, instead of doing so, i went with jing to peta theater. haha.. great tlga noh??? katamaran to study to the heights na!.. we watched don_q there and hell yeah, it was funny alright but i couldn't understand some parts since they were talking about ragnarok stuff... pero funny naman eh.. taxi kami going there.. pero pauwi, we saw this jeep going to vito cruz.. xmpre sakay kami. anlayo pala nun! spent an hour or so in the jeep just to take us to vito cruz.. hahahaha... antraffic sa espania to quiapo ah! cant believe it.. para kaming nagssite.seeing ni jing lalo na pagdating sa may roxas boulevard..hahhaa.. ok lng naman..

pagdating sa harrison, sakay kami ng tryk to starbucks.. halatang di marurunong kc sumisigaw kami sa loob evrytym may kasalubong.. cant help it if we feel mababangga kami! jeep to buendia then we ate all our hunger out in wendy's!!! si jing antakaw sobra! 2 big bacon mushroom melt with fries and frosty.. hahha.. antakaw.. may bring house pa.. from there, taxi to powerplant! ang gastos sobra! pero fun naman.. para kaming mga timang.. hahah.. jing, alis ulit tayo ng ganun.. pero wag na ganon ka late pg.uwi.. to the max eh.. sunday evening kaya.. hahah.. so, pano ba yan???? accounting midterms ako bukas ng morning! ang galing tlga.. good luck to me!!!!

Saturday, October 21, 2006

.insensitivity at its finest.

today is probably the most personal and serious talk jenn and i had throughout our entire stay and our entire friendship years in lasalle. im happy to have known such a person that i know is full of things to give to other people. she doesn't deserve a treatment like what she's experiencing right now. i can totally relate. we sat down for lunch today and talked about the "guy" issue. told her my story and true enough, we understood eachother better ever than before. i love such conversations. you get to keep your feet and head to reality..

for the girls out there, dont you just agree that all we want is a guy that could totally understand us????? it's not that we're being selfish or something but of course we wouldn't want someone who will just give us problems and more tears to cry. it's such a cliche that we are experiencing but what can we do? guys tend to be so insensitive most of the times. this is in the case of those guys different from the rest. probably some guys would disagree of course but this is for "those" guys.. hay grabe. . ok lng to jenn, kya natin to.. kya mo yan.. remember lang lage na ako nga years na eh.. get mo na yun.. there's a lot more in store for you, for us in the near future.. i just hope it wouldn't take so long.. can't wait forever for that person.. as for you, give it some time.. love yah jenn!!! friends matter this time of crisis.. :D

Monday, October 16, 2006

.pinoy dream academy.kaasar.

expulsion night nung saturday.. i wasnt able to watch pero grabe, anyone but rj! kawawa naman si yeng.. now she realizes his worth in his life.. mahal naman pala niya eh, ang dami pang dahilan. kala mo kung sino akong masalita no? ako rin naman.. hay!..

wats amazing is how one realizes something when its almost over. kung kelan wla ka na halos magawa.. at least he's gonna wait for her outside.. cryness.. hay!

Saturday, October 14, 2006

.feeling doublful.

hmm, ano iniisip niyo ha? haha.. yes i feel doubtful, but not about the "love" issue! haha.. it's hard to admit but im doubting myself these days. doubting my acts. parang patamad ako ng patamad. not in all aspects and not all the time naman pero still, i feel it at times. i know in myself that i shouldn't be feeling it at all but i guess, it's very evident that even i, myself can see. others tend to neglect or not notice but i do. if i compare myself to how iv done and managed things in the past from now, oh man i suck! sobra! i used to be so level-headed. my mind always win in the game but now, parang sobrang lax. and i hate it! grabe. what happened? tell me friends.. what do i need? who do i need? questions i intend to answer real real soon! hay.

spent this day so boring but worthwhile?? ibang topic to ah.. haha.. sabi ko na kc, sabog tlga ako! nyway, its a saturday but i hav skul for orient2. i found it a little annoying but then again, since i went, everything can still some up to being worthwhile. why? attendance and grade! haha.. two saturdays lang to eh kaya dapat. the facilitator kc sobrang parang trying hard to be so fun and hip pero parang pilit. feeling ko, nerd un nung college! cum laude eh! haha.. pero kahit ganon, we still made fun inspite of him! activities (some) were ok naman.. meron nga kanina isang game, ur in this group and then one of u sits in front, the facilitator sticks something in ur forehead and you have to guess that in a minute. how? by asking questions to the group that are only answerable by yes, no, or pwede.. kainis! eto na, ako ung tinawag sa second round! 'blackboard' ung word, di ko pa nahulaan! hahaha.. grbe.. so bitter! so pressured na tlga if your the one in front and the rest of them relying on you.. pano na kaya when skul is over and it's time to go out to the world? hay.. cge bye na muna.. nakakadown tong mga songs sa pc ko.. haha.. hmm. miss him.

Friday, October 13, 2006

.all this time.

I lie awake

Thinkin of the days gone by

Wishin that your still here with me, baby

I was wrong

And now your gone

Please here this heart of mine

Hear me callin'

* whenever you're arround me

I feel different in your arms

With the way you touch me

I feel the love that last a lifetime

**your love so true

And i never knew

That its you i need

All this time

You see these tears

That keep fallin from my eyes

Wishin that i never let you go my baby

Take this heart

Fill me with your love

Please hear these words of mine

Hear me callin'

grabe. get it why i always say its prior to change? coz it does really. now, this is the song that my heart sings. im not saying, that's what's happening but i just love this. i wish that the day would come that he would sing this to me and id sing with him after he swayed me by his charm and love. id join him.. for eternity.. hay! sarap mangarap.. all this time.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

.life is a mess.

can't really explain why this is how i feel for the moment. all i can say is that life is a real damn mess. katmaran is in the air lage. i want to study pero kulang parin everytimel. im not like this. everybody who knows me would agree na im not really like this. ewan ko ba. nasanay nalang lage ako na, paeasy2 nalang lalo na last term. kung kelan walang distractions, ngayon pa nagkakaganito. hay! ang gulo ng life. im a total mess these days. all i do is eat and watch tv. i hav to put a stop to this insanity and be back to my old and real self. yeah that's what id do. swear to all who'll read this. if not, cut my head and cook it for supper! iv done so much mess already. have to pick up the pieces on my own and be back just like before. kaya ko. im not gonna be a total bum anymore.