Thursday, June 29, 2006
thur. june 29, 2k6
..he's gone. "my boo" is gone.. such perfect timing talaga.. just when i finally had the guts to tell him everything and let go of all the fears that i was feeling, it was too late. i cant do anything about it na.. not that he's not coming back. but it's worse than that. he coming back here in the next few months will do nothing na.. you want to move on? the heck with it! are you crazy or nuts by the way? you tell me that you love me and all that shit and then say that you want to move on muna and have a life different from the 6 years you've had?! that's bullshit! pinapahirapan mo bako? gusto mo tlga ako patayin ha? 3 days na akong bangag in school and i cant get myself together because of you.. shet, ang sakit! you know wat i think? ginagantihan moko for whatever you think i did to you.. im sori if im saying this but that's how i see it.. it doesnt make sense at all! if that's what you want, you'll get it.. you're right, bumalik ka man and magchange man ang nafifeel ko or whatever, it wouldn't change anything at all. now i understand.. goodbye "boo"..