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STEPH MADAMBA Wednesday, December 07, 2005
it's been more than a month now since we had a nice conversation. i just miss him terribly. i miss the sweet times and the moments that we talk with each other, about the so called love that we supposedly have. maybe i really don't know him much to say that i can do this. i don't know how i can handle it. i mean, he's so close-minded and i end up being the one always asking him to forgive me for things that i am not even sure if it's a mistake. i'm always afraid that a little thing that i do which he may ot like, we would end up threatening each other. hay! i love him! yes, i do! if not, i would not spend these years waiting for him. sometimes, i am doubting myself for my love for him. maybe this is just to prove that somebody is better off than dino and that i just want a revenge that he was wrong for leaving me and that someone in wilfred's being would love me more than his life. but i doubt this argument, i am absolutely sure that dino is history and that it was all just a lie. after all, i just miss him so much. i miss hi telling me and assuring me that he loves me more than anything and that we are made for each other. i love him still even after 2 years..
