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STEPH MADAMBA Wednesday, October 13, 2010
NOW ON THE BACK TRACKI turned on my laptop tonight on my usual routine when I go home from closing duty as I watch a few shows on tv. I happened to dwell on one of my best girls' fb account. She just graduated the other day and I am so proud of her. How I wish we could have all graduated at the same time but Alma and I had an inevitable choice of graduating before them. We haven't seen each other for months now and I miss them terribly. I feel like my life at present is just dwelling on my current work. That's all. After that, game over. I have nothing and have done nothing. I am only 23 years old and I am acting like I have no where else to go. I love my work, I do. It makes me happy but I have to say that it doesn't make me feel complete as a young professional. I can't even consider myself as a young professional now. Anyway, I looked into her account and found out that she is now hired by Megaworld. Training for property consultant. I am again so proud of my dear friend! But then again, I begin to think of myself on the present lane. I just think that it is already more than enough of the time that I should have stayed with Sbux. Now though is not the right time to resign and job hunt. I am going to be transferred to a pioneer store and it is a great opportunity I think. I will give myself only up to the christmas promo's end then I need to set my priorities straight and back on the game. I need to.
New goals:
1. Lose weight
Options: jogging, brisk walking, diet and no to any form of snack and addt'l rice.
2. Save money
I am such a spender, I have to learn.
3. New career path
Start on this immediately after Christmas promo of Sbux.
4. Be friends again with social life
I tend to forget my social life since I'm with sbux. I'm just too tired and I just want to rest on day offs.
I can do this!!!
13 Oct. 2010 -- 2:53am
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
YOU ARE MY HEARTBLEED.
The title, of course has it's own story.
Last weekend, I went for a 3-day vacation in Tanjay to celebrate my 23rd and my sister's 22nd birthday. Up to that moment last Friday, W and I we're in the "complicated" yet exclusive kind of relationship. I don't know, we always were. At the same time, D and I were of the past but has remained contact and are somehow what I can call friends. I like it actually since we were never just friends before we got together years back. Naturally, I expected to W beside me during my stay and finally put a name on what we actually have together. Are we or are we not kind of thing. What happened was the complete opposite. My heart leapt because of D's company and wept of W's insensitivity. I'm hurting once again. Let me just pour my heart out here. I again expected too much from a person that wouldn't really give much away for his partner. The worst part of it, he seems not to care even if he continues to say that he does. I don't see it, I don't feel it. I'm thinking that maybe this is just me but actually, there really is something wrong in the situation that we have. Maybe it is just me holding on and he doesn't want to be involved in any way anymore. I understand he has a kid now. I should have been mad since when I count back, he was with the girl while we were in good terms ourselves. Such an asshole really.
You, W, are really my heatbleed. You have played this role in my life for many years now. How many more times should I allow you to do this to me. I know the answer ok? You don't have to remind me. It's just that when it is already there, could I really stop myself? I would always want to know the "what if" kind of questions and therefore would repeat it all over again until I finally know the answer.
Until last Sunday, the day I fly back here in Manila, I was waiting for him. It was his birthday. He didn't care at all. And he has the nerve to ask why I am always mad at him and why I make such a deal that we didn't see each other during those 3 days. God how insensitive he really is. Can't he put it in his fickle little mind that he couldn't give me even an hour from the whole 3 days I'm there to be with me? or even just a few minutes of the whole weekend to see me? No he couldn't. I hate him for it. And then he now tells me that it's better for me to forget him since he is "walang kwenta" as he puts it, and that it would be better for me. Really?? come on! It would be better for him maybe. He would be free of me and my naggering him all the time! I hate him.
Good thing during that 3-day stay was that D was there with me. Of all people, I didn't expect it from him. Thank you D. I super appreciate it. M is really lucky to have you. Good luck! D went to my birthday after party, accompanied me till dawn, ate burgers with me, talked to me, drove me the next day and even offered to be with me that night for drinks. You've changed D, you are now a whole new person far better from the boyfriend I had in you years back. Thank you.
YOu, W, are an insult to the race of men. You should be ashamed of yourself. I hate you. You make me cry, you make me hate myself, make me feel insecure even if I am far better than your petty whore girls. You hurt once more now and I'll make sure this is the last. There will be no more turning back. Our book is closed (more like a whole volume of books) and you will be my heartbleed only up to today at 2:25am sept. 15, 2010. This is the last of your silly games on me.
My heart is again hurting, tears still falling down my cheeks. I will wipe them dry, breathe and try to sleep. When I awake, you will not be in my system and I will just have to look forward and move on to the next step away from you.
Good night diary.
Monday, January 26, 2009
I've had my hair cut last jan. 25 not really for chinese new year but just a spur at that moment. In short, nagkataon lang. Of course, I can't help but take pictures can I?? HAHAHAHAHAHA. anyway, my hair is curly in reality, it's just straight for that day since I came from the parlor. I really prefer curly :) This short of a cut is the shortest I've had for the past couple of years. Grabe, this could be called a leap from my normal look. hehe. My favorite is when it is semi-wet and about to dry but not yet dry, "get nyo?" hahahaha coz the curls are perfect and not yet fluffy..Hmmm, actually wla lang. gusto ko lang i-post talaga :) There are tons of pics but I'll be putting a few na lang :)
Friday, January 23, 2009
| January 01 - 09 ~ Ass January 10 - 24 ~Slug January 25 - 31 ~Cockroach | February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite February 06 - 14 ~Bullfrog February 15 - 21 ~Skunk February 22 - 28 ~ Snake | March 01 - 12 ~ Ape March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach March 16 - 23 ~ Slug March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite |
| April 01 - 03 ~ Ass April 04 - 14 ~ Snake April 15 - 26 ~ Slug April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk | May 01 - 13 ~ Slug May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach | June 01 - 03 ~ Slug June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk June 15 - 20 ~ Ass June 21 - 24 ~ Ape June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite |
| July 01 - 09 ~ Slug July 10 - 15 ~ Ass July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite | August 01 - 15 ~ Ape August 16 - 25 ~ Slug August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk | September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite September 28 - 30 ~ Ass |
| October 01 - 15 ~ Ape October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk October 28 - 31 ~ Snake | November 01 - 16 ~Cockroach November 17 - 30 ~Parasite | December 01 - 16 ~ Ass December 17 - 25 ~ Ape December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog |
If you are an Ass : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble, and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, a! ll of them being quality-personified.
If you are a Slug : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!
If you are a Cockroach : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....
If you are a Parasite : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.
If you are a Skunk : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give, and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.
If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. ! They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy for you to fall in love....
If you are a Snake : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, yo u may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.
If you are an Ape : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
DRINKS PART II
I miss you already Henz!
Jan. 22 (Thursday)
COME WHAT MAY.
I need to quote:
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfct grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Ang sarap naman ma-inlove if kantahan ka ng ganito noh? hahaha. super fantasy! hehe
It's like love will feed you up to your very last craving. Moulin Rouge proved this.. Love until the end of time..
"The greatest thing you have to learn is to love and be loved" - Ewan McGregor
Who's in love???? hahahahaha
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Filipino fans of Stephenie Meyer's "Twilight" series will soon have another reason to celebrate after broadcasting giant ABS-CBN bagged the exclusive rights to make a local television series based on the vampire novels.
Initial reports said ABS-CBN paid $1 million with co-producer Ignite Media for the rights to the Twilight series.
The new series, tentatively titled "Takipsilim", will reunite the onscreen tandem of Rayver Cruz and Shaina Magdayao.
Taping for the series will start February of next year. Some parts of the series will be shot abroad and the other locations include Tagaytay, Bukidnon and Baguio. The series will be directed by Cathy Garcia-Molina.
as of 12/24/2008 12:14 PM
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Should there always be a filipino version for everything?? Gosh, I so love twilight but please don't make it into a tagalog series.. Leave the beautiful story be and leave the fans be at rest with the story of the twilight saga.. shux..
What do you guys think?
Twilight Philippine Version Cast:
Luis Manzano as Emmett Cullen
Al Tantay as Charlie Swan
Yayo Aguila as Renee Dwyer
Fred Payawan as Jacob Black
Carlos Agassi as James
Chin Chin Gutierrez as Esme Cullen
Karylle as Rosalie Hale
Joross Gamboa as Jasper Hale
Jessy Mendiola as Jessica Stanley
Empress Schuck as Angela Weber
Brad Murdoch as Laurent
Nikki Bacolod as Victoria
Aaron Villaflor as Mike Newton
Sign a Petition "NO to Takipsilim(the FIlipino Twilight Series)"
CLICK THIS LINK: Saturday, December 20, 2008
I'M USING CODENAMES FOR THE PEOPLE INVOLVED IN HERE. PARA WALA SABIT. if you read this and you're part, you'll recognize the story. But then again, none of the people involved will. I will have no face to show.. Buti nlng this is only for the next two weeks. hahahahmmm.. I'm in the province for christmas vacation and I don't know what to do actually. Not really making many plans.. just going day by day.
last night, I was having part 2 of my dinner at around 10 in the evening with Ate S and Kuya J, when suddenly, someone (let's name him RINO for rinosaurus -- hehehe), texted me where I was and that we should go out.. hmm, how did he know I was here again? Oh i know, CANDY (another codename) texted through his phone and so he finally knew that I'm around town. I replied that I was at the house and they wanted me to go out of the house coz there outside. I did. Silly of me really. went to Rizal for tambay.. They let me meet their friends.. sori, I'm too bad with names, I'll probably forget the others.. sori again. anyway, super awkward coz RINO went behind me and tugged my arms! I asked what that was about and he suddenly jerked away! He thought I was THING (another codename)! He was doing the same thing with her before he did it to me! Super kahiya! Everyone with us saw what happened and of course, they know of OUR past.. hay! super silly. that was the closest (physically) that we've been for the longest time since "us". Shux, so highschool! I didn't want him to be thinking about it so much kasi nga, super awkward na to begin with.
At the back of my mind, I was thinking of whether I'll be seeing CHICKEN or not. The other half of my mind was honestly thinking about what happened earlier that evening with RINO. bad of me. CHICKEN arrived and joined our group! OH NO! I've never been on the same place with the two of them together and talking with the two of them at the same time. So annoying! Oh well anyway, later on, CHICKEN was acting as if nothing really bad happened before! Palangga pa jud kuno ko niya and gidugangan pa sa iya mga barkada.. really nice people but then again, lisod na.. Let's see in the days to come..
Sige xa duol, ug sandig sandig sa ako luyo! hikap sa kamot, tig-holding hands pa! amay! ako ra gipasagdan gamay kay murag naka-inom na to.. coz if he didn't drink, he'd be jerking away from me just the same way as before. ang takot niya sakin, mas matindi pa sa takot niya sa police na pwede manghuli! :) pero anyway.. it was weird. I was allowing him those moments that we were together.. he kept on pulling my hair and smelling it.. kissing my head and the side of my ear. ano ba yan! I shouldn't be doing this! Not with CHICKEN! let's see. Haven't seen him today.. He might be ashamed of himself of something but that is absolutely fine with me. couldn't face him anyway. hahahaha.
I should be going to BY tonight.. Maybe I shouldn't nlng muna tonight.. Kasi sila ulit ang kasama eh.. delikado! I'll sleep this through and we'll see again tom :)
TILL THEN, my stories in neg. will be written here in the next few days.
Thursday, December 04, 2008
DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR THIS FROM ME, LOTS OF REVELATIONS HERE. (something inside me hopes you read this, but my shame hopes you wouldn't)
What would we be talking about anyway? hahah. Philip was there, so kwela sobra. haha, until it was brought up that Ms. Tana is into her newly found hobby, card reading (tarot cards!) EXCITING!!!!! hahaha. We chose the separation/reunion spread. I went first. Those of you who really know must know who I was thinking about.. RIGHT? tell me you do.. Yes, it's him.
I laid down the cards of my choice on where they were supposed to be placed and she began reading them. (may kodigo pa si Ms. kc di pa nya maxado kabisado).
WHAT I FELT DURING THE SEPARATION: The cards "said" that I was having a feeling of obsession and holding on to it although we were already separating.. Hmmm, then I thought, was that how I felt or how I acted that time? It's been what, almost two years now? Although we weren't "really together", there was definitely something there. Don't know how we are called, but we are. Then I realized that what the cards meant were right. I was the one who changed minds after deciding we weren't going to be, I called (made him call actually) on the day of the flight to reverse everything that I've done. We're not together because of me. I hoped I could change it, and I was actually hoping he'd accept it, but I was wrong. At the end of it, when he told me he thought it still won't work, I still held on. It's been a while now but I guess whether I accept it or not, I am still holding on, hoping that someday, maybe someday.. It's really like an obsession, he's my drug.
WHAT I AM HOPING FOR THE REUNION: the cards read that I am still waiting, maybe not totally, but something inside is.. maybe it's because I want to know what would be if it did..
WHAT HE IS HOPING FOR THE REUNION: (this is sad for me) he is just giving it all to fate. He's not going to do anything, "if it will happen, then it will"
--> shux, do you guys get what this is telling me? para kaming mga tanga until now, nagiintayan lang pareho, both not wanting to do something about it. We're both slower than the slowest turtle that ever existed in the planet!
WHAT I FEAR ON THE REUNION: i don't quite remember this part. parang sabi niya, I was fearing truth (something like that) I didn't dwell too much on this.. It also said something like ending the chase..
WHAT HE FEARS ON THE REUNION: This I'm sure to remember.. He fears confrontation. It's like not wanting to hear it all out in the open.
--> god, so true! On my part, that is
WHAT THE REUNION WILL BE LIKE: it read na parang it will be not anytime near, maybe sometime later pa.. there will be some changes to our lives (the two of us) and it will be for the better.
OTHERS: there was something there in the reading that said I had to give up something for it to work! OHMIGOSH. It's like it's all coming back again. This happened before, I felt that I had to give up something for it to work. and I did, but still, maybe fate was against us and that was just not the right time for us. Sabi pa dun, maybe I also have problems that hinder it. I was having a "standard" daw and I own up to it. It's true. Ever since, I've had this standard on how things should work out, like everything should be done the right way and if not, it won't be considered. Kumbaga, Out na if not in that range.
Grabe, so sad ng buong reading sakin. It's like the happy ending is too far away from reach. I can't see a clearing in the sunless forest. Still lost. For the longest time, still lost. Am I doing it all wrong? Should I make the move? But how? Why? Isn't it too late now? Para naman akong sira if all of a sudden, nagparamdam ako. Hmm, this is so frustating all over again. I haven't been thinking about it na for the longest time now, but here I go again. It's like going to that unfamiliar place and trying to find ways to go home to that place you feel secured and not frightened.
For those who know this story of mine and him, what do you think?
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I read this through Alen's page.. I need to repost this. Please read through and you'll know why you've got to :)
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But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls OR TEXTS you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in.
let us pay for you!
don't "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. or my
shirt and boxers, not all dolled up
Don't take everything we say seriously. [=))]
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
"Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us".
It's boring, and we don't care. You have friends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/"beautiful"
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
on the other hand I'm not saying i wouldn't like it ether ; )
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, won't wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ASS,he's a disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance.
Guys repost this if you agree
Girls repost this if you think it's cute
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this
*Holding Hands
Girls :If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of
times.
Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.
*Cuddling
Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys : Automatically move closer to her.
*Movies
Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other
Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her
too... And mean it.
*Laying below the stars
Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
By 12 am tonight your one true love will realize how much they want you.
Girls repost as: written by a guy :]
Guys post as: Girls need to realize
Friday, November 14, 2008
I'm also hooked to the new Beverly Hills 90210!I love the character of Ty, the first boyfriend of Annie when she arrived in Beverly Hills.
Such a hunk compared to her now boyfriend, Ethan.
I'll super go ga-ga over these tv series!
I'm sort of hooked to another series in Velvet. It's called Nearly Famous. It's so nice! I love the story.. I really can't keep up with the schedule on screen so I watch it online. I so love it, especially the emo guy who appears to care for nothing but has something deep in him for a friend. He's terribly cute and has a to-die-for voice (which is my weakness that's why I like him)
AARON JOHNSON playing Owen :)
TOP 3 POINTS WHY I'M HOOKED:
1. terribly cute on Nearly Famous
2. the voice when he sings
3. English accent
LET'S ALL WATCH NEARLY FAMOUS!!!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
She's back! The ultimate queen B is back!:) Sobrang ganda.. Pati ung guy sa video, bagay. hehehe Sunday, September 07, 2008
Watched Dreamgirls earlier in HBO. That's why that's the title to this.But we sure do have one night only to spare. Say everything there is to tell and don't turn back. Do what should be done and what you feel NOW than later. Do I make any sense at all?
Listen to yourself and reevaluate. Make a wish and put it in your heart and believe that it will come true. Belief in yourself is important. You may only have one time to make things happen.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Is it possible to be with someone forever that you love so much but not understand?Is it even possible, I thought. I don' think so. If you happen to love that somebody, doesn't it come with the package to understand also? How can you love without understanding at all? Grabe naman. Parang ang gulo. Apparently, the friend of my friend is experiencing the exact thing. She loves him daw but she doesn't get him at all. Gulo no?
What is the real equation with love? Is there even an equation to have a forever on the right hand side of the equation? love + understanding = forever? or is there another formula unknown to man? So many questions and I'm guessing there are tons of answers to be given. What does it take to have forever with someone you love. Is love alone not enough?
Hmmm. Parang sex and the city na to! hahaha. Medyo sabog lang, its 3am now from a late birthday dinner with friends..Just remembered the question from a conversation that I had the day before..
Thought for the day: Love's equation
Thursday, June 12, 2008
..been in the conserve for almost 3 hours now. ano na nagawa ko? finished editting chapter 1 and appendices for the business plan. ang boring no? and who said that bmg was fun??? gosh, "we'd definitely have a talk". It's all work. Of course there's fun too, especially when it's on the bonding and production time. But you really have to earn your way in.4:30 pa kami magkikita-kita dito. I finished chapter 1 so that we could work on chapter 2 already. so sad, roose and jed are both sick. Panahon na ba ng sakit? haha. pinauwi ko na si Roose, sasamahan pa dapat nya ako gmwa ng paper. baka maggive up na system nun if i didn't. well, waiting for alma and butch nalang. :)
while doing so, opted to watch another episode of one tree hill. I was just about to. When I clicked the play button, it won't! dapat daw firefox. eh wen i downloaded firefox here in the laptop, can't connect naman. blocked ata ng laptop ang firefox. don't know how to configure. oh well, malas! wala rin grey's anatomy malamang.
EARLY MORNING TODAY. I was almost late! Alarmed my phone at 6. I just turned it off, woke up by 7am through the maid, my driver was already outside! parang storm sa bathroom, tapos ako agad maligo and magbihis. Prepared by bag and was thinking that I wouldn't make it in time for my first class since first day today sa mga high school right? i was expecting a HELL TRAFFIC in the area. was on the road by 7:30. nakakain pako ng breakfast =) when we turned left from Bautista, wala naman maxado traffic. It was ok. Not so smooth, but not heavy traffic as i was first expecting. Nakarating ako at exactly 5 mins. before 8am. galing! Buti na lang, or else I'll be performing in front of the class for being late (one of the rules set by the prof at the start of the term, re: being late). QUATECH: hndi tapos ung exercise. hay! hate QM FOR WINDOWS.
had lunch with some of my best girls: Henz, Alma and Jing (eunice missing). ate at the restaurant that used to be Mildred's Place near Agno. There is also a Alma (inasal) and Jing (blue marlin) were all masarap! YUM! Especially mine, sisig. Hindi pa xa masyado expensive. Contented and with a full tummy.
GREEN AND WHITE. Went to the booth of Green and White and we signed up already. id105 is due for yearbook na. parang game. Ang layo pa ng graduation! I'm not yet even halfway the whole practicum program yet and then parang I'm assuming na we're graduating na. Even si Jing na mas matagal pa samin since Accounting major (*geek) siya. hahaha. so expensive. IRRITATINGLY EXPENSIVE. have to lose weight til next month!=for pictures.
30 mins. na lang and they're here!:)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Ang tagal matapos magload ng grey's anatomy. hmmmphang tagal. tick tock tick tock...
MONDAY. 2 nights of day. Bakit nga ba? Have a very hateful book review due a while ago so working on it is a must especially for the last two days. the other night, page 25 palang ako! working on the business plan the whole day ksi with the whole group. goal for the night: 70 pages. 2am and I'm right on track. Did a little homework after.. so bottomline, I WAS UP.
TUESDAY. Last night, have to finish everything na. finish the next 50-60 pages of reading and then do the writing naman. writing starting at midnight na.. I thought hanggang mga 2am lang. but no, I finished the paper by 430am. bottomline: I WAS UP AGAIN. am i a zombie or something! the walls of LS building prohibits me from sleep, one thing i love most yet i get so slightly. up by 8am again. still have no homework in QUATECH. how will i finish? time is against me.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
June 5 - tiring yet fun thursday! went to meet with MASC for our business plan, success naman although hindi natapos. will finish tom. got home so late! around 10 in the evening. took the taxi and I hated it! grabe kung pumatak ung metro niya ah! although walang traffic, umabot parin akong 100! ano nga ba no. nung pag magrereport?? nagattempt pang makipagkwentuhan! xmpre no answer me. got home safe and turned on my pc. chatted with achi nin and later on with dax. 12 midnight palang sumusuko na si dax sa sleepyness! sobrang funny! i mean the whole conversation - my line alway: "don't look at the cam coz I'll laugh!" as in, he is funny when in the cam. the face is. hahaha.. made my day colorful. dapat kasi asar ako pero nawala na rin.June 6 - went to the movies with friends Henzel and Jing along with my sister. We wanted different films to watch! Ended up watching Sex and the City. (again) haha. Jing and I watched this a week ago. Oh well, Henz and Stella didn't watch it yet anyway. And since I love the movie, watching it twice was out of the question. wait for me manhattan!, I'll come for you and shop both LABELS and love :)
Today is Sunday and as usual, sunday is the most boring day of all my weeks. I should be reading for a book review due on wednesday but here I am. I feel good though since I was able to save this page! REBORN! hahaha. but then again, this page is still under construction. watching the buzz now.. condolence to the family of Rudy Fernandez. Just pray and soon, your lives will again be colorful.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Seniority comes a long way. I'm a senior! My gosh, had it been that long already? Anyway, my first week in becoming a full pledged cbe student has been so harassing. I'm already full of deadlines. These are for subjects starring: humabeh and entres2! Can they be so demanding? Grabe.
Had something fun this week though: SEX AND THE CITY! I watched the movie last friday with my all time movie buddy--Jing. I love the movie. I'm going to watch sex and the city from the first season till the sixth again!. hahaha.. Also had my hair cut that day too -- two inches off my head. Should i straighten or curl it? what do you think? Straight siguro? Also has manicure and pedicure: RED is love. hahaha.. wondering when i did this? had three hours last friday after the FAST05 meeting until Jing would be out from her modular classes. so there, i went to the salon. :) so stress-releasing. would definitely go back to pamper myself in the next weeks.
In school, mondays and wednesdays have been todo tiring. i have class till 7:30 in the evening. but my tuesdays and thursdays are only in the morning. cbe is actually very tiring. ISE was too but in different extents and different ways. I miss ISE. I miss miguel building. ls building is so boring. no familiar faces yet.. i always love the atmosphere in miguel..
let's see what's going to happen till the end of this term.. or should i say the end of my cbe years. :)
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
BLAST OF THOUGHTS.There are a lot of things in my mind right now.. I really miss blogging! But, I can't seem to have gathered my thoughts in place yet. Ang dami kasing nangyayari ngayon eh (in all aspects: school, home, heart..etc.) there is no clear path yet.. il get back to putting in here everything when i learn how.. alright??
Goal: I must write something in here before new year.. I miss blogging!!!